domingo, 24 de março de 2013

olho seus olhos
se tenho uma certeza nessa vida é que gostaria de olhá-los para sempre.

sábado, 23 de março de 2013

"I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow
I watched the stars crash in the sea
If I could ask God just one question
Why aren't you here with me
tonight?"

sábado, 9 de março de 2013

meds

i took my meds
and there was a part of me hoping that
they would make me forget
myself
as i said
"i'm going to take meds
'cause i've been myself for eighteen years and it didn't work out"

being fifteen and listening to radiohead
"i want to be someone else or i'll explode"
and it was a urge
even though i'm not sure if i'd rather be dead

nowadays
i honestly don't know
i wanted to vanish, i wanted to fade away
i wanted to die, i wanted to kill myself

but what if i stay?
just a little bit longer
try just a little bit harder
breathe just a little bit deeper
hold on just one more time
until being alive become less painful
easier
life not being a burden on my shoulders
probably i won't ever think being alive is a gift or a bliss
but maybe a chance
yes, i said a lot of times i wish i wasn't born
but i did
and if i'm here
let's give it a try
i'm doing my best
will it be enough?
if life says "no"
i love you so much sometimes my soul feel whole.


sexta-feira, 1 de março de 2013

entre vítima e sobrevivente
escolho o caminho do meio
cedo ao "tente"
mais uma vez
e outra
e outra
e outra